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Hai guys! I'm on my grandparents comp right now and kinda pissed cos it won't access dAmn for some reason, and worse yet, I'm on IE. EEEEEW! Ima have to inform them of the joyous wonder that is Firefox.

Now for the real reason of this journal. Well, one, I'm kinda bored atm, and two I want to tell you guys about last night. To begin with, mom, myself and Cory have spent the week (Spring and Easter break) back home here in Colorado (we will be back home tomorrow evening/night sometime). Cory wanted to see his family and mom wanted to see her parents again. So here we are.

Anyway, last night my old group of friends got together again (well this is like the third time this week we've gotten together ) and we all went to a party last night. It was at a friend of a friends home and goddamn this house was massive. There had to be at least 25 or 30 people there not counting my group of 7.

We got to the house around 8ish and right off started seeing people I haven't seen in a year (we moved a year ago this month). So Cory and I spent the first hour or so catching up with everyone we knew and just enjoying the party. A little while later, I went into the kitchen to get some more ice for my drink and while I was there, from behind me, I hear "Tyler." Actually he said my last name too, but you don't get to hear that.

I turned around and said, "That's me, whatcha need?" I didn't recognize the kid at first, but then it hit me. It was Mitch. The last mother fucker on this planet I wanted to see. His hair was longer and bleach blond, he had a goatee, and his clothes were a different style from when I last saw him a year ago. So yah, it took me a moment to recognize him. I rolled my eyes and said, "What the hell do you want?"

Mitch was like, "Nothing, I just never got to tell you goodbye fag." This was mistake #1.

I shook my head, he may have changed his look, but he was still the same overweight bastard he was the last time I saw him. "Yah, I'm a fag, and your fat. Now leave me the fuck alone." This was the first time I'd ever snapped back at him and it was a lil bit of a surprise, even to me.

Then Mitch gets in my face, pokes me hard in my shoulder and says, "What did you say faggot?" Mistake #2.

"He said to leave him the fuck alone." Now, I didn't see him enter the kitchen, but Cory was standing behind Mitch. Cory knew all about how he bullied and harrassed me a year ago, knew that Mitch shoved me against the lockers which bruised my right shoulder, basically being a homophobic bully. But Cory's timing was like totally perfect. You see, Cory's been in Jujutsu for nearly 14 years, so like he's afraid of no one. Too bad for Mitch, cos he didn't know this. He's under the delusion that every gay guy is weak sissy. Kinda like me but HAY SHUSHIES! I'm like trying to change that.

Well, Mitch, in all his UN-intelligence, made a very derogatory remark about me which I'm not going to repeat here, as he again poked me in my shoulder... right in front of Cory. Mistake #3, and his final one.

Cory had Mitch in a submission hold so fast, and using his free hand, clamped down on a pressure point (Cory had to explain this to me) in Mitch's own hand which made the fat bastard squeal like the pig he was. If my mouth were capable of hitting the floor, it would have. I said, out loud, "Holy shit!" Never have I seen Cory actually use his training for real. I've seen him sparring in training sessions, but never anything like this. It was amazing! Anyway, Cory told Mitch, "I catch you even looking at him again, I'll show you what being a bully really is. Now get the fuck out of this house before I throw you out." He released Mitch who abruptly fled out the kitchen door and left. I just about pissed myself laughing.

The whole thing happened in like a minute or so, not even enough time for people to realize what was going on. The music was up loud so not many people even heard his squealing. But it was fucking hilarious.

Anyway, this was like, the hottest, most amazing thing Cory's done and oh did I ever let him know about it. I was so turned on and wanted him right then and there. But, yah, we were at the party in a strange home so we couldn't just have at it. But later in the night when we finally were alone, OMFG we had the most intense night in our relationship. It was one of those nights worthy of being named. Afterwards, I knew without question I wanted to be with him forever, and I told him so. He pulled me close to him, wrapped his arms around me and said, "Ty, I love you more than you, probably even myself, know. Once we're done with school, I want us to get married."

My eyes got big. I mean we've been a couple since October 19th, 2006. Getting married has come up in conversation before, but it's been a, "if we ever do get married," type of thing. I mean, we're still teenagers, still in high school, still have college, and we know we have to take care of education. But, after being together for almost a year and a half, and after what my emotions and mind are telling me, I said, "I do too." There was a lot of other romantically mushy stuff said, but this is getting long so I'll spare you.

So now, I know a lil more about my future. But everything is still a long way off and nothing has been planned. It all just happened so unexpectedly and suddenly that I'm still trying to process it all. In the end though, I suppose I owe this all to that fat fuck who caused me all that grief in school. Out of the bad, came something amazing.

If you are wondering, yes we HAVE told our parents. They were surprised, concerned, and happy. They just want us to be sure this is what we want and will be able to handle it. My mom said something like, "I've been wondering when this day would come." However she seemed more concerned about what Mitch had been doing and like, gave Cory the biggest hug for protecting me. But yah, it was probably the best night of my life, and it's been one Spring break I'm never forgetting.

I gotta get off now cos Cory's family and my brother's family are coming over for Easter dinner/lunch/meal/whatever the fuck you call it and stuff. So I shall see ya tomorrow night in the rooms. Love ya! Byes!